slept at 11 pm, awake by 5 am after taking melatonin.
i feel refreshed more than what the valium did but it is the fucking nightmares and weird dreams that i have to deal with in that magical moment just before waking–dreamsickness, i think is the term–that is only downside.
but.
6 hours of sleep is better than 3.
more melatonin tonight unless i get really hammered by stella.
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chapter 8 is getting there.
the very ambitious plan is to cook bacon and eggs and write 16 pages today.
and not to fuck around with the already written chapters, no, not even reading them for reference or continuity.
momentum is key. someone already died and things are gonna get fucked up.
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reading these, when time allows:
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